My Thoughts Diary

They expect me to have kindness but don't want to return it. They dare me to be loyal but keep themselves away from it, They order me to choose them but always forgot me, They ask me to support them but chases my dreams away, They give me disturbance and snatched my peace.  I ask do I deserve it?  They consider me sensitive, I question why they do it? They consider me emotional, I state I'm hurt  They remain ignorant. I realized  There is no way they can stay in my heart  Now I'm free from them.

 I'm lost! I knew it. But how can I be lost when there are many people surrounding me. I recognize them all. Some of them are known to be my family and some of them claim to be my friend.  Then why I'm lost? Did they lose me themselves? Or they just did not put any effort to find me? I think they just are not doing it with heart. They don't care.  If they want, they can understand me.  I'm not a piece of mystery which needs intelligence and time to be understood. So why they are not trying? I'm waiting Waiting to be found Because I'm lost!